Question to ask myself.

Question I got to ask myself :
Why do i need to study ?
Why do i get bad grades?
Am i willing to work hard?
When is end year exam ?
how can i improve myself?
am i willing to let people teach me ?
why i hate math's subjects?
playing to much more than studying?
sleeping overly?
attitude of laziness?
loss patience after answering a hard question/give up easily?
pleasing others with good grades and not doing it for myself ?
loss focus easily and can understand what teacher teaching?
afraid to fail but end up fail the test because give up knowing that i will fail?

Second step of my life

Good Morning just woke up!
I know it's really late but it's holiday.
3 more days and school reopen and this is my expression

Cause I going to face the biggest problem and fears of my life.
One is RESULT ! One more is two of my friends that hurt me badly and also waking up early.
Gosh! so many things to be  ready for and I am totally not ready for any of this to happen.
Well, at least mom is coming home soon.
Got to be strong,and paint a smile on my face everyday whether hard or easy journey.
That's all for now.

My new blog.

Hey peeps,

This is my brand new blog.

I just wanted to start a new life,outfit and attitude by next year.

So yeah, I got to start from now. Having a new goal and behaviour toward everyone. I also have to forget my past and keep moving on toward a new goal or should I say a new me.Well, something couldn't be change like my favourite kpop star's and knowing more news about them.I like Korean pop star starting from form 1 if I was not mistaken.I have been a 4years of my life exploring and watching,hearing Korean songs and movie but totally I don't really idolised them. I still love God and his is still my first love.I am form 4 this year and had gone through many up's and down.Being hurt so badly until I don't have an emotion to express it.Thank God I have my family and friends that are there to encourage me until that breaken heart begin to heal step by step.I will not deny it that I have also break my friends heart in my speech and attitude toward them. I have to say sorry for what I have done and hopefully it's a draw between us.We shall continue to care more about each others feelings and thoughts.I have a lot things to post here but I think there should be a fullstop here if not the will be no ending in this post.Anyway, I don't really hope for a lot of followers but just readers.I hope that this day by day changes can make a different in your life too.

Tata for now.