Question to ask myself.

Question I got to ask myself :
Why do i need to study ?
Why do i get bad grades?
Am i willing to work hard?
When is end year exam ?
how can i improve myself?
am i willing to let people teach me ?
why i hate math's subjects?
playing to much more than studying?
sleeping overly?
attitude of laziness?
loss patience after answering a hard question/give up easily?
pleasing others with good grades and not doing it for myself ?
loss focus easily and can understand what teacher teaching?
afraid to fail but end up fail the test because give up knowing that i will fail?